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And maybe when you are not feeling well, thats your medicine, although people keeps telling you its not okey and not the way you keep thinking "you are just one of them, and i really dont wanna be you".So i BLEED. just to feel, or stop feeling.Is not easy to describe and its hard to understand.the point is that its for ever, it remindes you its real, its just the way you remember, nobody steals the feeling, of cutting yourself
¿did you ever cut yourself?
Dont think im stupid i know exactly how it is. I know its not the perfect way to cope with things but...Alcohol isnt, drugs isnt, suicide isnt, pills isnt, stop eating isnt, start throwin up isnt, prettend nothing happend isnt...then ¿Whats the perfect way for copeing with things?I am certanly NOT going to de fucking shrink all my fucking life.